April 08, 2007
HOLYMAMAAAAA:DLAWL.my blog's counter is like 5 digit now. wahhhh(:
still havent started on maths pt other than the 2 sentence intro i did in the afternoon. i know i'm damn screwwwwed. 6 more hours to go, can prepare not to sleep le. OH YAAS. found this horrible start of
sec1 picture from the net when i was, ahem searching my name. EEEEWWWW.

eeeeeew. but i know i look worse now. at least i looked cuter then T.T ANDDD. MY EYEBAGS WERE FRIGGIN SMALLER. WAHHHHHHHHH. omg but i really miss sec1 la.
somehow nina got my home number and talked to my mother when i was asleep about how bad my chem was. so i have to go for chem remedial now too. can someone teach me how to be smarter or sth.): or can i drop all my sciences and english/chinese cz i have totally no interest in them and concentrate on my other subjs. actually everyones like facing the same thing lo, so it should be the SAMEEEEEEE in the stress and stuff liddat right. i guess its cz im too stupid. BLEK.
in the first place i dont even get why im in rg la. & for the elitism social studies thing, i have never even came across the thought that im an elite or anything. even when the taxi uncles keep talking about using the smartsmart knowledge and help singapore in the future, im like what. got 1 even call to the radio and talk about how to help singapore while driving la. to all taxi drivers, i am not going to help singapore in anyway or anything cz im nt even a singaporean in the first place. -.-[if i were to stop school now and work as a waitress for 1k per month,1k x 12= 12000 /year12000x6=72000/6 yearsthats how much i will earn till im 20. URGHHHHH.]help my mum just came home & i rmbed i forgot to eat my medicine again.
i can just DIE for nuts.